My Lonely Boy

dear mama,

udah beberapa hari terakhir ini aku ngerasa buteeek banget dikintil Dylan terus.
He doesn't even give me 5 minutes alone. He's always around me, ngomyang terus, let's go mama ... let's go mama .... mama this ... mama that.
Aku sangat sangat kehabisan ruang gerak dan jadi sering kesal sama dia.
Kalo udah marah, mata besarnya ngeliatin aku ... memandang lugu ... jadi kasiaaaan banget. Ta usap2 rambutnya ... aku ngerasa bersalah. 2 detik kemudian ... let's go mama, mama, mama ... mama ... mammaaaaaa .... aaarrrghhhh.

hahaha ... kalo jadi ceritaan kok lucu yo. Nek ssek ngrasak'e dhewe kok rasan'e mangan atiii banget

Terus tadi mau bobo ...

Dy: Mama I want to go to my house ... small house.
Ma: This is our house Dy ... it's our house now.
Dy: Noooo, small house .. I want small house ...
Ma: Small house?? in New York?? with Jesse??
Dy: Yeaaa ... in new yokkk
Ma: What's up Dy? You miss your friends? You want to go back to Red Apple?
Dy: Yeeaa
Ma: You want to see miss Maggie?
Dy: Yeaa

Ma,
baru kusadari betapa egoisnya daku.
Selama ini yang kurasakan hanyalah perasaanku saja. Jenuh, stress, miss NY, bosan.

Tak terpikirkan olehku ... bahwa makhluk kecil cintaku pun punya perasaan yang sama.

Oh sayangg ....
Minggu2 depan aku mau sekolahin dia deh.

Hati dan mataku dicela - kan mam ...
Ternyata bukan aku saja yang merasakan rasa bosan, jenuh, stress.
Aku harus bisa jadi peneduh hatinya ...

Ya wes mam, cuman pengen cerita itu aja.

Love you,
Miss you much.
si Nok

Signs

I'm not a psychic.
But God is always sending me signs everywhere I go.
I just have to know how to read it.

Heart will tell you so

Not to overrated the power of heart, but you'll know you're doing the right thing or the wrong thing when your heart tells you so.

I could do the wrong thing for the right reason OR
I could do the right thing for the wrong reason.

You can deny everybody else but not yourself.

Nice to know somebody loves me ....