First set on 2003

Hello New Year ... it doesn't feel much of a difference ... btw I passed the New Year's eve alone .. well, hell .. I was literally alone .. I couldn't wait to taste the champagne and I was a lil upset with him .. When everybody got home, we drank the champagne with a lil tragedy .. Oh boy, I was crying on the first day of 2003. Maybe I miss my mom a lot and I have spent most of New Year's eve with my family. Kinda feel a lil childish though ..but I look pretty when I cry (according to raja) cause I have that twinkle in my eyes .. haha.

Waiting for my grade is painfull ... I just want to finish my school. Is that so much to ask?? Freaking BUS class had killed me over the semester and lot of arguments and fights ... I feel kinda crashed with that.

Well despite all of my grouchiness, I really think 2003 could be a different start for me, especially in my love life. My bf is wonderful and I love him more each day ... I hope everything goes well and we can plan something real for the summer .. it will be perfect if mom's coming to visit!! WHOO YEAAA! ....

Oh yeah, I think I really love my gf Gisela ... we connect in a strong non-dependent bond. I mean we are not clingy to each other and can always rely on each other's helpful hand. Now I feel like I really should get in touch with Irma again .. but she's not so internet savvy ... cah kesed :P~~ I really miss her. I hope she can send me her baby's picture.