"Do you know what love is?"


Somebody asked me:

Him: "Why you write about love on your blog?"
Me: "Why not? so many people screaming out loud about pain. I'm tired of it", I said.
Him: "You make me remember love since I read your blog ..."
Me: "Good for you."

As we grow up to be an adult, our daily life has changed into abnormal situation sometimes. Things that we think will never occur in our lives happened, and some of us are living so far away from family and friends that we mostly dear of. We're feeling a little down by bad experiences, falling in love with the wrong person, money problem, stresses at work, stacks of unfinished school projects due tomorrow, aggrevating people, late subway train, cold weather, hot weather .. whatever. And Bit by bit, the love that we found once is leaving us ... or we thought so at least.

On my time alone, I grew fond to read more, pamper me more, less TV, less internet time just to make sure I wouldn't be bitter or crazy. And when I missed love so bad, I found it somewhere in the laugh of children, the smile of a stranger and the hug of a bestfriend, or even an email from mom. A little love here and there has been my refugee of the pain. Now that I have someone with me, I even happier. I'm alive when I know I'm being loved unconditionally, doesn't matter if it's just a little.

And one thing about love is .. nobody knows "the definition" about it. It's just what it is .. it's there when you are ready. It doesn't go anywhere. You can't manipulate it, .. if you can, you should give me your number then .. or email me! * smile *

My gf: "Do you think it's wrong for me to love him?"

Me: "Who am I to judge you, honey?"


~~~ Credit for ang and gi who inspire me for this one ~~~