It's not as easy as I thought. That's why it's noble thing. It's definitely a 24/7 job, no day off, I can't even recall the last time I had a 6-hour sleep. An 8-hour sleep? Foggetaboutit .. that would be a miracle. I am lucky to have a straight 3-hour sleep. There were times that I was so down ... partly because I hate being bothered while I'm sleeping. But no I can't argue with a 1 month-old sweetheart .. he's a lil monster by ear but a lil angel by eyes.
The fact that I'm craving for sleep, it's kinda funny that if he doesn't make any sound for every 2 or 3 hours, I would bug him just to make sure he's breathing ... and I do miss grabbing those chubby tiny fingers ... kissing his hanging cheeks .. and feel his warmth body against mine.
Sometimes we would fall asleep with him on top of me and I got stiff neck because I wouldn't be able to move for the next 2 hours. But it was the best feeling in the world. His small body warms my skin, but especially my heart. Cause you're so close to me baby ..
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