My Superstar

I never felt a love this gentle and yet so strong at the same time. It's totally different than any other love I've ever had in my life.

When he lays his head on my arms, .. helpless, so sound asleep, I can kiss him over and over and over, and I never get tired of it. I look on his face, and there's heaven right there. Right in front of me. All I feel is calm, love and blessed.

I didn't fall in love all over the first time I saw him. I was too busy fighting the pain and the agony that I just went through. Yes, I've been waiting for him so long, dying to see his face and hold him, but it wasn't head over heel love.

When the pain starts to ease, I found myself wants to see his face all the time though. He didn't stay with me, so I had to find him, .. upstair. And even though getting there felt like somebody's tearing me apart, I couldn't resist the temptation.

It was then.
Now, ... he's my life.
He's everything I ever wanted.
He's my rock, my superstar, my brightest sunshine.

Every night I hold him, I pray to God.
Thankful in more than a lifetime for His generous gift to me.
My love, my life.
I've never been so happy in my life.

Sappy? .. I don't care.
This love is so beautiful,
You can't never know what it's like until you know it yourself.

I feel so free when I love him, without reservation.
I can give and give and give ...
without afraid of you taken it for granted.

Just be yourself, son.
I will love you forever and ever and ever.
You are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life.
And I'm not saying just because I'm your mother.
Ok, maybe a little bit :)

I'll be your fierciest defend,
I'll be your loudest cheer,
I'll be your strength and wisdom,
I'll feed your hunger,
I'll nourish and rejoice your heart.
I'll brag about you,
I'll mend and kiss your boo boo.

If you ever mad at me, remember this.
You were cold, scared, confused.
And all you wanted was to be in my arms.

Don't forget .. just call me.
Mama ... that's all you have to say.